♪ ♪ 141 DAYS ♪ ♪

Well as I am writing this it is 141 days away! Well I had my little break down yesterday now I'm feeling better I have to get a few things in line and schedule some meetings. I also need to get off my butt and call my BOSS he has called me a couple times and has sent me messages and a couple of txt but man I've been trying to fix this shit in my life and kinda dont wanna do anything because I started to get down. But now that I'm feeling better its on. ok I need to get to work now. Everyone enjoy you day I'll check in tomorrow!!

♫ ♪ MAD ♪ ♫

Balance

Well today is June 29th 2011 and that's only less then 5 months left till the NMHHA!!!! I think that this has been the most stressful thing I've had to do so far in my life. But also the funnest thing I've been apart of. I have been having problems balancing my personal life with work. Not that I'm doing anything with anyone I just let my sad days over rule what needs to be done. I need to kick myself in my butt and get in gear.

I know that being part of the NMHHA is the greatest honor I've ever had but man its work. Plus for some reason my life is going 4 different directions and pulling at me everyday. I hope that someday this will get easier. Its so much easier to have a normal 9 - 5 job then to do what I've decided to do. Well hopefully it'll get easier. Well I'm done bitching


♫ MAD ♫